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Meet Holly Octane! (and a GIVEAWAY!)

Today is: National Bombshell Day (and therefore the perfect day to meet Holly!), National Indie Bookstore Day (shop and support! holla!), National Start Seeing Monarchs Day, National Truffle Day (if they mean the Lindt variety, I took care of that), National Life Insurance Day, National Scrapbook Day, and my second favorite behind Bombshell Day, National Homebrew Day.

So get your day on. However you choose.

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Everyone, meet Holly Octane. She’s been waiting for you.

Holly was conceived, like many of you, at a concert. (Thanks, rock stars!) About two years ago, I went to see Marilyn Manson and Alice Cooper. Alice’s guitarist was this bad ass chick who absolutely shredded. I could’ve sworn that he introduced her as Holly Octane.  As soon as I got home, I looked up Alice’s current touring band, because if I didn’t hear him right, I was so using Holly Octane as a character name.

Since I’m telling you about a character named Holly Octane, his guitarist was actually Orianthi. She’s currently doing some thing with Richie Sambora. I think she’s also doing Richie Sambora. Some girls have all the luck!  Beauty, talent, and a smokin’ hot old dude on their arm.


Anyway, I kept thinking about Holly Octane. I had to write about this girl.  I knew she was part of my Vegas vampire world, but I never considered her a vampire.  She figured in with Cash Logan. When Jolene Haley approached me about the Pen and Muse Dark Carnival collection and I chose to write about a fire dancer, my Holly came blazing to life.

Holly was always meant to have her own book, and that story, Heaven’s on Fire, was always meant to be the first chapter. (It’s changed quite a bit from the original, but the bones and the concept are still there.) Cash and Holly were a bit impatient for their debut, and they both figure into the events of We Own the Night.

Since she wasn’t a vampire, I had to figure out what the heck she was. I knew she was an immortal creature, but honestly, so what. Those bitches are a dime a dozen. There was more to Holly than an infinite future. She’s a Bleed. Her immortality extended both ways. Forward, backward, and if possible, sideways. She can travel back in time, but she can alter human history.  Vampire history always stays the same. Why?

You’ll have to read the book and find out.

A couple places Holly travels to in The Fire Dancer: The Tropicana in Las Vegas in the 1960s to train with one of those showgirls from Les Folies Bergiere, and Bethlem Royal Hospital in 18th century London.

We learn what Holly is the same time that she does. She was adopted, along with her girlfriend Rainey, by a woman named Lucille who sees the girl as an embarrassment. It’s much easier to manipulate them if she keeps them in the dark.  Rainey’s gifts are more clear, she’s a Seer, but Holly is an anomaly. She knows to find the answers she needs, she must find her parents. But to do that, she must alienate the person who loves her the most. Rainey.

Holly loves performing. For those few minutes each night she’s on stage, she’s untouchable. No one knows what to make of her. And she’s becoming addicted to the feeling. She didn’t always burst into flames, extreme emotion makes her ignite. And she’s still not quite sure how to control it.

As far as Holly knows, she’s the only one of her kind. But when Cash Logan introduces her to Blade Bennett, sparks fly.  He’s a vampire with a power that he shouldn’t have and he can’t control. Fire. Holly’s the only one who could possibly help him figure out this power, but their connection is too fiery to ignore.


So what does Holly want? To find her family. To be loved. To have the never ending adoration of the crowd. And a headdress.

About The Fire Dancer cover:  If you see artwork online and you’re absolutely in love with it, contact the artist!  I got in touch with Daoyi Liu after finding her amazing illustrations online, and I was able to commission her to bring Holly to life. She NAILED it. Daoyi made Holly just as beautiful as I imagined her to be. I handed the reins over to Hang Le, and the cover was born.

Since Holly loves it when she has an adoring audience, she’s hoping you’ll help spread the word about The Fire Dancer’s release!  Enter for the chance to win a $25 Amazon gift card! All you have to do is share a post on Facebook, tweet about the book, or preorder it.

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Good luck! The contest runs between now and May 20. It’s sponsored by moi, and WordPress, Facebook, Twitter, and Amazon have nothing to do with it. You can enter each day.



Today’s brew: Berry Zinger iced tea

by Kristen

This one’s been a long time coming, and I’m so excited to finally be able to share the awesomeness with you!  My vampires are spinning in a different direction.  It’s my pleasure to introduce you to Cirque Macabre and THE FIRE DANCER.

This ain’t a love song…

Meet Holly Octane, a burlesque performer that bursts into flames with any extreme emotion. And there’s a fine line between love and hate. THE FIRE DANCER is my first step away from romance into straight dark fantasy with a touch of horror.  It’s twisty and dark. Don’t get me wrong, it’s a sexy book, but instead of focusing on the romance, it focuses on Holly’s journey and what makes her ignite.  It also features many of the villains from The Night Songs series, and shows you a different side of them.  After all, there is three sides to every story.

First of all, check out this gorgeous cover. I know, I’m talking about my child and everyone’s children are beautiful, but my artists deserve a massive shout out. They knocked it out of the park. I found the amazing Daoyi Liu to do the illustration, and Hang Le knew exactly how to make this cover sing.

THE FIRE DANCER is available for preorder (at the special introductory price of 1.99) and on Goodreads.



At Le Cirque Macabre, Holly Octane bursts into flames five nights a week. The stage is where Holly feels most alive. When she’s there no one can touch her, and everyone adores her.

Brought to Las Vegas as vampire bait, Holly’s connection to the immortals is a mystery. She’s one of a kind– traveling through time and igniting when her emotions get too hot to handle. The only people who understand her are an aunt with a hidden agenda and her fortune teller girlfriend, Rainey, who doesn’t see a future with Holly in it.

Cash Logan needs Holly, but she’s not the reason he came to Vegas. The enigmatic magician seeks Blade Bennett, a vampire that has a power that he shouldn’t have–fire. A power that could determine the future of all of vampire kind. Holly’s the only one who can help Blade control his fire, but their feelings for each other are too fiery to ignore.

Immortals rule the Vegas night, and not one of them trusts Cash or Blade. If Holly lets them draw her in to this world designed to destroy her, she’ll lose everything—the only family she’s ever known, and everyone who adores her.

Las Vegas is her stage, and Holly is determined to set the city on fire.



“How long have you been like this?” His gaze ran the length of my robe, and he didn’t have to clarify what he meant.

As far as everyone knew, I was twenty-four. “Decades. I think.” The concept of time simply made me dizzy.

Cash nodded; my answer didn’t surprise him. “You were born north of London in 1781, in a village called Moorfields.” My knees buckled, and if I didn’t clutch the table, I would have fallen. Even though I knew the answer wasn’t going to be something nice and neat like twenty-five years ago in Memphis, actually having the answer blew my mind.

“I remember things that happened before that.” I couldn’t face him. “And I think I remember you.”

“Do you?” Cash ran his fingers lightly along my hair, never touching my body. At first, I was terrified we’d burst into flames. We’d fireproofed my dressing room, but Cash wouldn’t survive. This information was just the tip of the iceberg. I needed him to stay alive. “What do you remember?”

Images jumbled in my brain as if someone spun a wheel. I saw Cash, bound, bloody, and burned, surrounded by laughing onlookers. His hair was shorter, and it was a different time, but I knew him. His eyes. No matter what humiliation was bestowed upon him, they remained proud. “Chaos.”

His silky laugh almost convinced me I’d been wrong. No one could actually survive the state I pictured Cash in, his skin purple from abuse, weak from starvation, and still have a sense of humor. But those eyes. “That’s about right.” He moved closer to me, my robe pressed against my skin.

I couldn’t let him distract me. “But why do I remember things that happened before that? Like I was there. Is that even possible?”

“If you experienced it, then you made it possible, Holly.” His words were soft, and like time, they made me dizzy. “You’re a Bleed.”

My eyes snapped open. “A what?”

“You’re a Bleed. You age much more slowly than mortals, your immortality extends in all directions. Forward, backward, and sideways if it’s possible.”

I had to turn and face him. Rainey would knock on the door any time now, and I needed to wrap this up before she came. She’d warned me stay away from Cash. We’d been fighting too much lately already. I hated it. “How many of us are there?”

“You mean how many of you are there.” Someone knocked on the door softly. I forced my eyes away from Cash, and he stepped back. The knock repeated, more forceful this time. Rainey would be able to sense I wasn’t alone, even if she couldn’t see Cash. “You might be the only one.”

“Then how do you know so much about it?” I kept waiting for the heat to rise in my body, but it didn’t. All the triggers, fear and frustration, were there, but no flames. The knocking became frantic.

“Because I do.” Cash placed my hat back on my head before he headed to the door. His hand was on the doorknob when he turned back to me. “You’ve been patient this long, Holly. I want you to need me.”



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